Sometimes I feel so stupid and dull and uncreative that I am amazed when people tell me differently. ~ Sylvia Plath

My my ! January is end already, and we almost get to mid February... this is might be the most late Happy New Year in the century, but I read somewhere it's okay to be one month late than never. So... HAPPY NEW YEAR! and Happy Chinese New Year too!  and by the way it's official I'm 14 years old now! ( well it's been a month or so... but still! I'm a real teenager now! ) so you all owe me a birthday wishes. Hehehe. If you can, can you wish me to be better on time management? so I can pay more attention to my blog?

I know my excuses must be bored you all, but that's the truth, school is killing me like always, oh on a second thoughts! why don't you wish me a better grades? so I don't have to take extra hours on school lesson and all those private lessons? pleaseee? I heard wishing a good grades for a girl with bad grades can bring you good luck. Hahaha yes just made that up...

Ehm, as a new 14th years old girl I've found myself doing soul searching lately, do I do good? Do I love myself enough? Do I this and do I that... well you know all those stupid questions about yourself... I guess it's a normal thing when you just turn 14th. I got some answers for my questions and some might still blurry... well maybe couple years from now I will have all the answers. My shrink ( well he prefer me to call him doc or psychotherapist ) but doc keep reminds me to bugs bunny and psychotherapist is too long.. so yeah...shrink it is) on my last session in 2012... wait I think it's a week before my 14th birthday, he asked me like 10 minutes before the session end "Cha, what do you want to be or what your wishes on your 14th birthday and answer me honestly please..." and I answer him "well you know... to be normal... yes that's right, I want to be normal!" and he said "you are normal" and I said to him "it's not fair, I gave you honest answer and you give me a lie, if I any near to normal, I won't be here, while most of my friends probably in mall with their parents as we talking right now" and he just laughed.

He also said he do have a hard time understand and figuring me out, well more like what's inside my head and I told him, well you actually don't have to, because you will never understand me, even I don't understand me. I told him "you can always guess and I can always lie. Most of the times you telling me what actually I have in mind, and I said "exactly!" then again I was lied, just because I want the session to end". He said I have problem of being very introvert person but then I told him about my blog, I said to him, I have blog, you know some kind digital diary ( ok he's cutting me off and said "I know what blog is"... ~ and yes he said he also a very loyal reader of mine... so you might read this hehehe...) I said again to him "I share so many things for the world to read and tell me again of me being too introvert?" He laughed again and told me I'm a change person, I'm more open, more happy and that's a good thing. But maybe not good enough, because I still have another appointment with him on 2013 hahaha so  I still need to be fix.

Why am I telling you all this, it's because there's some things that concern me so many times. You see I love receiving emails, messages and all that telling me (somehow and I still don't know how) that I inspired some people it's a heaven on earth knowing I do have that effects ( again, I don't know how) because nothing can make me happier than knowing someone out there have me as an inspiration. I'm literally speechless... but the one that concern me and bugging me that I also I got some letters that saying after seeing me and thinking that I'm so perfect she/he felt lost and even feel unworthy. I might sounds seasoned beyond my years but that's because I through a lot, not because I'm perfect or anything near that. I can lost counts on how imperfect I am. I can mention some in blink of an eye, let see... I have super giant big teeth, I socially awkward, I'm bad at math (and other 10 lessons), I sometimes hurt people feeling without even realizing and lets just face it I'm a super weirdo... the whole class in my school will agree to this and so many other flaws I have. So no, I'm not perfect or anything near that. How can I be perfect when all I want in the world is to be simply normal? But what I am is, I fully realized that I'm a very ambitious as a person, I know my goal and what I want and will do everything in my power to achieve that. You see, I'm not perfect but I am perfectionist.

Fiuuhh what a hard talk in the middle of the night right? hahaha I just think I need to say it. So I hope with this no single soul felt lost or unworthy just because of me anymore. And oh some tips! if you in a moment where you feel not pretty or something like that, try asked your parents, because I do that. My dad will always said I'm the prettiest creature on earth no matter what ( well I had same score with my two sisters.. but still).

Lets go with lighter things! Fashion week is coming again my friends! Don't you just love fashion week? great collections from many great designers. Seeing masterpiece from master of designers always bringing up my mood but seeing new fresh designers with breathtaking collection and new idea always excites me more. I love people with creative mind! Make me always feel God is so gracious, God make humans and give them brain that can creates unspeakable and breathtaking things. Other thing that I love the most about fashion week is something that also very nice and fun to see is none other than the crowd it self! those fashion people! aren't they lovely? people with different background, different story different taste gather around in one event. I'm guilty as charged but sometimes I found myself loving the crowd more that I enjoy the show. So you see I love fashion show but have I told you I'm socially awkward? and plus my school schedule is kindda crazy? So I have to missed most of the fashion week. To redeem my sadness I made this just to show you how much I love the fashion crowds. Hehehe Enjoy! hope you like it.

Ohhh and I will not forget this! the winner for my giveaway issss... *DRUMROLL*  

Teresa Larasati Mardiandra

congratulation girl!  I will contact you through email tomorrow! ;)

This time I create six character, I got inspired when I read Korean Vogue that make a fashion spread with front row girls as a theme. You know how in some fashion event you can see some girls hangout with each other since forever, I want to create that, this 6 girls is friends since they were born, lucky girl because all of them born with silver spoon in their mouth and well of course front row seat is always have their names.  One is a senator daughter, the other one is daughter of a rock band singer and the other is owner of big company... for the rest you can create the story for them hehehe... I'm wearing picnic shop dress and outerwear keep falling in love with their collection! 

  

 Cybelle
Nickname : Belle

  

   

  

   

  

 

Dress &outerwear : Picnic Shop / Necklace  : Marc Jacobs + Maripol plastic spike necklaces /bag : Steve madden / bracelet : Posh Locket

Odille 
Nickname : Ollie / Swan

  

 

 

   

 Sunglasses : Riots Barbie /Dress : Picnic Shop /Clutch : Oja Mantra/ gloves : marks&spencer/

watch : Rolex /Ring : CS-NC / bracelets : it's my dad beads(tasbih) hehehe/ shoes : crocs 

 Thalassa  
 Nickname : Sall

 

  

   

  

 

 

necklace : Antyk Butyk/ dress &outerwear : Picnic Shop/ clutch : EN / 

watches : @shopatbias (instagram)/ gloves : anne klein/shoes :promod 

Bleu 

Nickname : Smurfie

 

 

 
 

Necklace : Antyk Butyk/ gloves : furla / bag : LV/ shoes :  @skittishshoes (instagram) / Skittish shoes

Fleurette

 Nickname : Flow 

 

  

 

  

 

 

Outer &dress : picnic shop / bag : katespade / shoes @skittishshoes (instagram) skittish / 
gloves : Furla /phone case : katespade

Sage 

Nickname : S

 


 
 
   
Gloves : Furla / Clutch : Oja Mantra / Gloves : Furla / Shoes : ZARA

 Hope this super long post can redeeem my long gone hehehe... Ciao guys! 

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It's time to think about tutting....

Hollaaa! How are you people? Well well this is going to be my last post in 2012 and also the last post as 13 years old, hehehe... and it's also means.... Holiday mode is on everybody!!! Oh right! I’m back with my new post, well that’s a good thing that means my first attempt on doing finger breakingoh I mean tutting doesn't cost me my fingers. Fiuhhh…  what a relief right? Let me tell you it isn't easy at all, you need a very high IQ to do it (ok I just made that up, but I think it really is…) it really need a very high coordination between your motoric censor, that means it need for attention and creates maximum efficiency within the motoric and memory systems and then it will developed cognitive capacities to evolved…(oh yes I was trying hard to look smart and hope you’ll buy it that I have a super high IQ, am I convincing enough? No?… oh well…) hahahaha….

Even though it isn’t easy I need to at least good at it, because it’s been a hip thing around my friends and I notice it’s been a hip thing everywhere too, I think it’s cornetto who bring it here through their commercial tv for mini disc ice cream. Oh I just checked cornetto website in here and gosh it’s already have 573 video/gif of finger tutting…wait that also means there’s 571 people who better than me at finger tutting ( why not 572? Because I accidentally submit my gif twice, hahaha) arrrgh I can’t let this happen! Need more practice!

Oh wait like I promise in my twitter, I will make a giveaway! Hohoho, thank you for confusing me giving me the idea! So finally I choose to give you this! Tadaaaaa!!!! 
 

 

Oh yes it's because everyone giving me many ideas, I think why not all in one? so I giving you a cool vintage notebook, 2 necklaces, 2 bracelets, glasses, collar pin, and a ring. Awesome right? and yes there only going to be 1 winner, so basically the winner takes it all.

Let's make you drooling    go for the details...

 

 So tell me isn't the necklace is so pretty, and for the bracelet look the neon and the zipper one? that going to be your, as the other is a my early birthday gift ( will share it on my next post)

  

What's inside that cute paper package? 

 

  

Because some of you asked me for a notebook, I choose this one from you, it was made from a real old classic vinyl, so it make this note book one and only, it's one of a kind!  hehehe... 

   

 Isn't that flags necklace adorable? almost keep it for myself hehehe....

  

Because some of you asked me for a glasses, so here it is, and about the bracelet, I cannot decide which one for the giveaway, so instead of choosing one of them I decide to give them both....

  

 Collar pin, just to add a twist in your plain boring old shirt... hehehe

   

And this one right here! hahaha I'm so flattered that many of you asked me to give something that I made myself, seriously I'm not that crafty hehehe but because you are so sweet I'm made this for you, because I think what can be more personal other than a friendship bracelet? add a little blink on it :D 

  

Well turn out there's something that also quite personal, when I choose to buy a note book for this giveaway, the very nice lady from Red Oak said she love my blog and let me choose one for myself, hehehe... so I pick this one...

  

 So whoever the winner is, we share a look like notebook/diary, sweet right? we're diary's sister!

 

  

 

Ok, sorry for being careless, I almost forgot to take photos of the ring! hahaha so here it is, this little thunder will give a very nice lighting to your fingers! hehehe.... ( I'm start to think I need start a career in marketing or a quiz host ) 

and oh I also will add this to your giveaway box, this is a book by kak Indi, which is a collection of stories from different writers with their touching stories of their pets and yes I also contribute one story, so you can read my story and my cat Pacey there, ugh I miss my Pacey so much :'( . For you who want to have it you can get in most of bookstore. By the way all (yes all) the profit for this book will be donated to help animal especially animal victims of violence and abuse. 

Tempting right? Hohoho, *evil grin… now how do I pick the winner? Hmm..  let see… since I’m nice all I want you to do is :

1.   I’m planning to make another finger tutting dance and post it on cornetto website so tell me what is the best title you think I should use? Tell me in the comment box and oh please be creative! And yes you can do this as many as you want ;) every answers count

The format is : your name, your email and your answer ( + 1 points)

2.   You can tweet it to me @evitanuh and don’t forget to add #fingertutting as the hashtag you can do it as many as you can (+1 points)

3.   Submit your finger tutting video (oh yes you I challenge you my friend… on how to, you can check it on my last post) don’t forget to let me know by telling me your name / video title. (it will give you + 3 points nyum right?)

4.   Finish this line: “It’s only Cornetto Mini, whichwas created as a multifunctionalice
Not only it’s delicious, but it’s also ..................

( give me funny and catchy one! You can add as many as you can, the more you add the more points you get… ) (+2 points)

5.   You can also gain extra points by following my facebook page (Evita Nuh) or my instagram (@nuhevita)~ be careful there's a fake account of me out there hehehe or my twitter (@evitanuh),  or anything just don’t follow me to my school, because that will be creepy, hahahaha… just kidding…

Oh, just make sure you let me know by comment here teling me your account name 

( if you already follow me before this, please let me know too) every account you follow will give you 1 extra points.

That’s all I guess, give me your best shot! I’ll pick the winner based on who I see give a lot of efforts, trust me it will stands out… So I pick the winner not only by the number but also the creativity…. Hohoho

Well what are you waiting for? Let the game begin…. and may the best win!  *clapping hand 

PS : Sorry for the non outfit post, I've been busy preparing things for new year eve hehehe, but that pink dress and houndstooth blazer is a hint for next post.... 

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You scream, I scream, we all scream for ice cream!

So if you follow my twitter you know what I’ve been screaming a lot about a week ago, well yeah not really screaming…  but talk about, tweet about! It’s finger tutting y’all! Well you know I’m quite dancer myself, hip hop mostly, jazz, itsy bitsy of tap too and break dancer. Oh yeah I’m a b’girl fella! But since I almost broke my neck over break dance routine and since then break dance is forbid for life for me, yeah talking about over protective dad huh? Hmmm… But my dad seems okay with finger tutting, well just hope I don’t break my fingers. Remind me to ask my dad do my health insurance policy is include broken finger over finger tutting.

PS : if I don’t post anything for couple month lets just say, yes I finally broke my fingers.

As youtube as my guidance, let’s start! 

 

For those who love challenge as much as me, I challenge you! Hahaha. It’s so cool that  in cornettowebsite they give you everything you need to join this finger tuttingdance, it’s simple like counting 1 2 3 I promise all you have to do is : 

1.Get yourself to this cornettowebsite in here --> CLICK

2.You can login using your twitter or your facebook ( your choice!)

3.Click “Start finger tuttingmaker”

4.Sign on term and condition

5.You basically can choose between two ways, first with gif or with webcam

6.If you choose webcam, then right when the camera on  you can click ‘record’ and then you better 
 act quick, because the moment you click record the cam will start recording your moves for 10 
frames, but don’t’ worry you can always start over if you think the first one not good enough. After 
you think you done all the right moves, you can no click ‘save now’

7. Give your dance a tittle, ( better go with catchy one, I’m thinking to named mine “cheating on tutting", since I do cheathahahaha) when it’s all done click “submit to gallery”

8. If you think you look better in pictures than in video and choose to upload your pictures then you can catch yourself a 10 frames of pictures and upload it to 10 frames in the web, after it’s all done click save, and do just like number 7 … easy breezy  right?

Now if you take  my challenge let me know, you can tweet it to me, in my twitter @evitanuh add #fingertutting as hashtag or you can left your comment here, I can’t wait to see your moves! Like they said “bring it on!” hahaha, sooohere’s my first attempt for finger tutting… don’t laugh! Hahaha… and show me yours I'll choose the best one! and will share it on my twitter or if you really good, probably will share it on my blog too!

So I guess that’s all for now… hahaha no I’m just kidding, I’m pretty sure you all gonna kill me if I post something without outfit post right? Yeah I can read minds… so here it is me with my favorite

ice cream…   

 

   

black turtleneck shirt : ZARA

necklace and hairpiece : Gallery de noir 

skirt : self made  

shoes : Popflats

 

 

 Cardigan : forever21

white t-shirt : ZARA

skirt : self made

shoes : Popsicle

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“Please read my diary, look through my things and figure me out.” ― Kurt Cobain

So it's almost end of year already! my gosh is it just me but isn't day is seems faster and faster each day? it's already in the middle of December! in two weeks we will say goodbye to 2012... whoaa.  That means whaaat ladies and gentleman? No no... not new year, well that's too... but it's also means.... my birthdaaay is around the corner!!!! and the most awesome thing is, my birthday present is already start coming, ahhh some people really know how to make this soon to be teenager girl happy... hehehe. 

Well other than great things there's also some things that I hate when end of year is come, well in my house it's also a time for big cleaning day! and not like two years ago when everyone is keep telling me just to stay in my room and helping with just not making any mess, since last year my sister said I'm already old enough to help on cleaning day... Well I can't complain. So my job desk is helping my sister organizing her book collection, her scraps, notes and other unimportant things like  super cheesy old love letters from her old friends. Gosh, I told her if being a hoarders is a sin them I'm sure there will special place in hell for you... trust me, she keeps everything! even a theater tickets from century ago! a candy wrapper...ughh.... 

But then i finally found a big beautiful box, she keep it in the deepest part of her clothes closet and I never even see it before. When we open it I'm so amazed, it's a stacks of cute diary, classic diary, there are 7 of them and some cutout pictures from magazine, old photos some fancy papers which is still smell so good. She told me this is her diary from she was 6 years old, I read some and can't help not to laugh of some silly story she wrote about her friends, there's also a story about her dying to have a shoes who looks like a Cinderella shoes, it's transparent with dust of sparkles, I ask her do she finally have it? she said no she doesn't and in more classic diary I read about her first love and her first boyfriend... I have to say, it's so sweet. She wrote how she cannot sleep, cannot eat which is I'm sure she's just exaggerating  hahaha...Then I asked her, can I have it? her diary? I love to have something that is so personal, so I asked her, "can you give it to me?" And then she said , you can ask for my most expensive bag, my most fine shoes, but not my diary. She said it might sound so melancholic, but she want to pass it on to her daughter, who someday will pass it on to her grand daughter, because maybe she might not around at that time and there's no other thing that can tell something about a person like her diary.

I asked her, can my blog considered as a diary? she said, well yes, but it's a bit different though and I agree there's always something special about letters, old writings and all. I do write a diary with pen and papers but mostly not finish a whole book, and start again with more cute diary, so there's nothing special about it. I think it's not too late to start a real one right? I really want one day my daughter or my son can read my diary, my grand daughters/son or even my great great great great grandchild... it's a beautiful things to think if someday years and years and years from now there will be a girl or a boy who in her blood running my blood and she or he might have my eyes or my nose? and that girl/boy knows exactly when her/his ancestor have her birthday or even her first love.Well mine will probably never be gonna be as precious as Anne Frank's diary, but I think it will means something for my kids or my grand kids or my great grand kids... hehehe

Other thing that I love is collecting inspiring words, motivation words and all. I don't know I just love it so much, it's also a warm thing to imagine, if one day my daughter read it, and thinking how I put all the words, cut it out, sticking it with a glue and everything hehehe I called it my inspiration book. So far I already got 4 books, and my last book is already out of paper two months ago and I haven't start a new one since then. So when Go girl! Magazine giving out 2 journals as their December bonus I know exactly that one of them is going to be my new inspiration books. I never share my inspiration book before to anyone, not even my sisters, but oh well there's nothing wrong to share it right? hehehe.... so here it is...please ignore how mess it looks.... I'm not really proud of my crafting skills hahahaha

PS : Yes sorry, no outfit post but tomorrow maybe? hehehe.... 

By the way, I've been into making and editing video lately, hehehe so to make it more fun I also make it into video, check it out,  I'll show you my inspiration book with a video...  

But oh well, here's some pictures.  And oh what do you do with your two journal? now it's your turn to show it to me!

 

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