This is going to be my last post people

Seriously it is.... last post in 2009 ... hahahhaha... ( not funny?.. sorry..)

Hello people! It’s holly holiday time right? Just want to say "MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR! hope you all having a good times! I bet you do, it’s holiday after all. Ahhh, 2009 will end, how time flies eh? I even still remember the sweet taste of my birthday cake last year. Ohhhh yes! A new year is a new age for me too! geeezzz..... I'm officially past a decade in 1st January, I feel so old now. Hahahaha, just kidding, I'm so thrill to be 11, it's a good number. And hey! , I can feel that I'm changing, seriously. I'm more laid back now, maybe it's because i feel that school is not something so dreadful anymore, I'm so in love with my new school, and my schoolmates are the coolest! is not that I hate my old school, but yeah, honestly it's just not my place, I don't feel like 'home' there.

What else? nothing I guess, still the same person, my daddy and my sisters still said that I'm annoying, hahahhaha, but no, I'm not open to adopt, they won't let me go, they love me to much. I know that, they said it every night and day, love you back! Daddy! Sis! Even though I don't say it out loud, but I do, I really really do! You can cross my heart.

Everything pretty much the same I guess, still the old me, who got nerve to punch ( who ever are you) in the face, who said that I don't have a childhood life, just because I like to dress up and write a diary ( but in my case I do it online ), wait, who are you again? Trying to judge me, said things about me, that's funny, I don't get it ....you don't even know me right? (God, I think I really need an anger management, so sorry for the bad words, but I'm only 10, what do you expect? okay almost 11 but still.... okay... * now I'm taking a deep deep breath, count 1,2,3,4... relax... relax...) Okay, I feel better, let's continue.... sorry if you think I’m being to sensitive, it’s just, saying bad words about my childhood = you are criticize my daddy parenting skill, and please please don’t do that, I can take critique as long as not about my daddy, I love him waaaayyy to much. So please just don’t cross the line.

And yeah I’m still not like doing a resolution thing, still think it’s a just a big burden, well I guess I'm just not a good dreamer. Still don't know what to answer when people ask me what I want to be, it might be a simple question, but it's too hard to answer. the reason is I really really don't know what I'm going to be,( well I know what I want to be, but it's a secret, that I want to keep for myself ). And quite different from the old days (read. a year ago ) I'm not going to tell you what I think as my achievements, but I'm going to do this with kak Anna ( from much love ) style, I'm going to write down 10 things that I liked in 2009, you can do this too if you want, it's fun! Let’s start shall we?

1. First! Got this on 1st January 1999, I still remember how excited I am, well of course it's my Birthday gifts! And yes, I was in love with high school musical back then, my sister said that "your just a little girl after all" well of course I am! * I've got some extra gifts after the photo shoot, too bad I forgot to take the picture. hehhehe I'm proudly pronounce that I got two Gabriella and two troy ( in different edition ), Sharpay, two Kelsie and two Ryan barbie doll
( hehehe, yes I've got same gift, but believe me they got the same share of love ).

2. I'm on girlfriend magazine! Can you believe that? Well I still can't...

3. Being nominated in Tongue in Chic award, under category “a face to watch out in 2010” to be honest I really don't care about winning, you should see the other nomination, being nominated is already a big big honor for me. Ahhh that reminds me! please vote for me again in here hehehe ( you can vote every one hour, so if you love me... please.... hehehehe)

4. I won wondershoe contest! Fair and square! And got myself 5 pair of lovely shoes!

5. Being reviewed by Tongue in Chic on their page, they wrote a super nice thing about me, you can read it here

6. Got reviewed by another blogger! Kak Mia is kind enough to send me an email and there it is, list of links to blog or site that make a review about me, good God, how do I say thank you to them? I know this is not enough, but THANK YOU!

7. I learn more about photography, and just got my very own DSLR camera, yeah my sister got a new one, so her old one is passed on me now. But I wooooff it sooo much it's Olympus E- 510, and I called him Zeus ( you know, he was the most powerful god on Mount Olympus based on Greek myths).

* ps and no, the camera on the picture is not Zeus

8. I learn a new language, it's Chinese (mandarin) language... and yes, it's hard

9. I'm getting good at baking thing, hehehe, you should try my cupcakes!

10. Last but of course not the least, YOU, I LOVE YOU, my reader! I love love love your comments, your nice word, your great advice, thank you! Thank you! Thank you! This is true, one simple comment from you is totally brighten my day! And you too my silent reader! You know I love you!

It’s funny if you think about it, that the next time we meet it will be a different year, and I’m not 10 again… Ooops daddy calling, I have to go now! I’m off for my holiday! So we meet next year okay! Don’t miss me, even though I’m pretty sure I’m gonna miss you all! Have a nice holiday people!!!

Kisses and hugs!

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double fun!

Teeeettt teeeerrroooott teeeetttt tooottt.... ( yes, just imagine a trumpet sound ) and drum roll please.... yaaayy a quite big thing just happen to me,! ahh things not just thing, because I got two good news to share. ( writing this thing, with a big big smile on my face )

first news

I don't know why, and how but somehow I've got nominated by www.tonguechic.com on their Annual style award 2009, in "the face to watch out for 2010" category, how cool is that ?! so if you love me, please vote me in here or you can just click the picture above :)

well I don't have to tell you this, because I know you already knew, but still got to say it "I love you all" *kissess

second news

first thing first I got be honest, I'm so rarely open my email, ( and when I do, I just read the recent one ) that's why I'm kindda shocked when I found out that so many people send me an email, and so many interview request, so many store want to send me a gift, ughhh what a stupid me. super sorry! but I promise, I'm gonna change my habbit, pinky promise! I will always check my email every single day.

So one of the lost email ( read : treasure ) is this one, it's from www.chictopia.com, as you all know it's a great fashion website, and they were send me an email to tell me that chictopia pick me to be a style council! and as a part of Chictopia's prestigious style council, meaning I can vote on photos and decide who gets to be in chictopia style gallery right away. waaaaaaww it's a big big big honour for me, thank you cherri! thank you chictopia, I promise ( yep I made a lot promise today ) to be a good council!

*good night everybody sleep tight! and have a nice dream ( kisses and hugs!)

ps : I'm thinking to make some giveaway ( like many blogger do ) right after tmy exams is finish, what do you think? hmm... I must start to pick a cool thing then...

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Four things a woman should know: How to look like a girl, How to act like a lady, How to think like a man, And how to work like a dog

Hello people... how's your day today ? I hope it's great because mine is perfect.

Thank you for all your comment on my last post! thank you soooo much. I'm so sorry that I didn't replied like I used to, but I do read all the comment, one by one. ughh school is killing me! and I only got 1 hour a day to open my blog, fuuh.... how I wish there were more than 24 hours / day.

Well cut the chase ( like I said one hour a day....)... like you all know ( well if you don't, now you gonna know ) I like wearing black, like like like it sooo much, I don't know why, well red too... but black is my fave, and I will give you my secret, in any party if I don't know what to wear, if I don't got the time to buy a new one, then most certainly I'm gonna wear my little black dress, and voilaaaa.... I'm a lady. a very nice young lady :) as simple as that.

and another secret, I'm in love with my LBD, it's like magic, different accessories, different style. I'm gonna show you, let's start shall we? I hope you like it because it's gonna be a long long post :)

ps : I know I know I look older in this pict, but this just for fun, just to play around, and I do love to act like a young lady.

this look is super simple, but it sure works everywhere,and ohh do you see? do you see? I even got some hair do. :D

LBD : my sister made it for me, tottaly love it
black leather gloves : laksmi tailor
bracelet : monet new york ( belong to my sister )
vintage brooch : Forever 21
glittery tights : zara for kids
black flat shoes : wondershoe

Now it's time for some magic, and to make it interesting, I make a theme, and short story for every set, the next one theme is a Widow, I played as a sad widow, and as you can see, all I'm adding is a headpiece ( once again a lovely work of art from nefertiti jewelz )

Sad Sad Widow













the story :
hmm... so she's a sad sad widow, her husband leave to early, everyone feels sorry for her, and she looks like she's in deepest pain, but hey, is that really a smile that I see behind her handkerchief ? hmm... that's strange... what was that about ?

headpiece : nefertiti jewelz
handkerchief : valentino
rings : belong to my sister ( ughhh I really want my own ring )


second theme

A BIRD PARTY

the story :
whoaa... is that really her? I can recognize her even she's in mask, but in a party? wasn't she still in a mourn ?! hmm... that's what the smile about... tsktsktsk bad bad widow. but upss, she saw you lookin at her, and she ask you to stay "shhhtt"

great quote : "When a young man complains that a young lady has no heart, it's pretty certain that she has his" - George Dennison


THE VACATION













THE STORY :

Well oh well, now she's on a cruise having her holiday, I hope life will treat you right my dear lady. hasta la vista

bowler hat : cherokee
necklace : it's actually a lv keychain, cute right? :D
bracelet : actually it's a long long necklace, unbranded
rose brooch : is it cute ? I made it myself from a clay

fuuuhh finally done, quite extra long story today right ? hehehhe I hope you all enjoying it as much as I do. and ohh ohhh... I want to share my happines! like I said before, I really really want my own ring, I want it so bad! but my daddy won't allowed me, but God knows I'm a good kid, so a couple days ago I receive email from sarah, she's from www.jewelryartdesigns.com and she said that she want to send me a gift from her store, how cool is that?! and and she even let me pick anything I want! whoaaa.... thank you sooo much :) ughh now I almost dying, it's so hard to choose! you must see it by yourself, it's super pretty! ohhh I want the rings! the earrings too! and the pendant too!.. they all too pretty! Oh good God please forgive me T__T

hmm help me choose will you ? which one should I choose ? I'm thinking....

this the unique one

or the classic one?

see how can I'm not dying ?

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Life is like a rainbow, you need both the sun and the rain to make its colors appear

Hello people! how are you today? I hope you all doing just fine. Aah not so long ago a friend of mine popped out a question, why am I so rarely use a bright colors, do I hate pink ? well the answer is, no, I swear I love pink, I love every color, each one is as good as the other one. and I do love the color of the rainbow, I do, I really do. I'm a normal little girl, I love pink,  a pony, candy, and everything that sweet and nice, and I collected barbies too! see I'm normal, but a cute dress or a shirt with a barbie picture printed on it is just not for me, I don't know why but somehow it's never attract me. Wait  err .... I'm still normal right ? 

and then I said again to my friend, if I wear bright colors I wear it seriously, and then she dare me to pull on a bright colors clothes and post it in my blog. Hahaha that's easy, piece a cake. But yeah.. well you the judge, tell me... tell me... am I doing it right ? 

pink jacket : bang bang girls

yellow jeans  : tailor made

glasses necklace : recycle experience ( tottaly cute! it's made from used stuff )

my video ipod +  sennheiser px 200 headphone

polkadot bag : it's actually a beauty case, bought it in index store 

random rings and bracelets

fingerless gloves : strawberry

pink shoes : converse

do I look cute or what? hehehhe, but normal is so not me, well to make it fun, I put on my rainbow wig .... hehehhe. I probably not normal, but I definitely knows how to have fun right?! :D

ugh do you hear that annoying sound too ? no ? ...... shoot ! that's my nanny telling me to sleep now, my nanny is definitely not fun. ahhh I do feel sleepy now, I really have to go. see yaaaa! sweet dream people. Kisses for you all! and a hug too! 

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Do or do not... there is no try

helllooo peopleeee!! uhhh I miss you guys so so so muccchhh! I miss my blog! I know, i know... I'm being such a bad bad blogger. but I hope you all forgive me and my laziness. Hmm what's the news? ohhh yeaahh! I'm on magazine! how cool is that? thank you so much to girlfriend magazine for having me. *kisses, and oh for my new school life, it's fantastic!! my friends are super duper fun, we having to much fun, it's almost a sin hahaaha and oh yeah I'm struggling with my mandarin language now, my private teacher is super cool too, she's from beijing, and the funny thing is she can't speak Indonesian language. hahhaha.

Oh yeah, do you already watch This is it? If you're not then you really should! seriously! well even I can't see clearly, my eyes were covering with tears. uhhh, MJ how I miss you so much! you're the coolest! I' m falling in love even deeper to you now. Your the eagle! well I will stop mourning, I'm know he's okay now, sometimes God give someone happy ending that you can't predict, and I'm just so sure that this is his happy ending. Have a save rest there MJ. I love you.

and this is me on the old ultraman comic book, hahahaha just kidding, do you see my shirt under my jacket? it's ultraman! cool! I found about this robinet wonders shirt when I was busy wondershoeing ( hehehhe my new word for "looking at wondershoe"), I was searching for wondershoe on the google, and at any chance it's robinet wonders that shows, and I'm instantly in love. whoaaaaa they have all these cute character! it's bring headache just to choose, watch out, don't tell me I don't warn you. hehehehe.

and my favorite is this one! It's Yoda! something that you all might not know is that I'm a starwars lovers! watched all the movies, even the old one, and I like Yoda the most! he is so... hmm what's the right word? ... oh yeah so zen! so wise.

some of my movies

my favorite star wars lego watch! yay!

here's some wise word from Yoda :

my favorite one :“Size matters not. Look at me. Judge me by my size, do you? Hmm? Hmm. And well you should not. For my ally is the Force, and a powerful ally it is. Life creates it, makes it grow. Its energy surrounds us and binds us. Luminous beings are we, not this crude matter. You must feel the Force around you; here, between you, me, the tree, the rock, everywhere, yes. Even between the land and the ship.”

“Do or do not... there is no try.”

“Death is a natural part of life. Rejoice for those around you who transform into the Force. Mourn them do not. Miss them do not. Attachment leads to jealously. The shadow of greed, that is.”

“Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering.”

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your soul is alive

Hello people!! how are you? I hope you all doing good. This week been upside down for me, new school, new friends, new enviroment, but everything is going so well. I've got super cool friends in my new school and I have so much fun! my new school is more near to my house, so now I have more spare time than before. yihhhaaa! XD

hmm...I know, I know you must be questioning about yoda and ultraman that I said before in my last post right? the bad news is, it's not done yet, I asked my sister to edit it, ( I have specific request on this one, so it might take her a while to make it ) that and she's also was drowning in her own stuff, I can't blame her though. I know how stressed she is, with her new college, new place. Ough yes people, my personal photographer will be gone, and only back for home on a weekend. ( I'm in tears now) I'm gonna miss her so bad! the only thing that comfort me is that we make our promise ( a pinky promise!) that we still gonna talk everyday, she call me, or I call her. thats the deal. and oh yeah don't worry sist, I promise I will take good care of daddy. :)

and oh yeahhh this is my newest pictures, hope you like it. I alwaaays alwaays love playing in a green green grass, I love the smell of grass, love the smell of earth after the rain. I'm sure you do too. right?

~ I hope you ready you many pictures of me. hehehehe... ^^

“If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if a blade of grass springing up in the fields has power to move you, if the simple things in nature have a message you understand, Rejoice, for your soul is alive.”

I'm wearing :

big straw hat : from bali I guess, it's belong to my sister
maxi pink dress : zara for kids
white jeans jacket : levis
brown leather shoes : zara for kids ( in a boy section )
stripe socks : marks & spencer
charm bracelets :
pink bunny bracelet from my sister,
breast cancer awarness bracelet
juicy couture charmbracelet
peace and dream f21 bracelet
rings : strawberry store

that's all from me now ^^ take care!!!

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