perfect condition

There's no such thing called "perfect condition" my daddy use that words over and over again. and I never realize what that words actually mean, well never, until now. several days ago theres one comment in my shoutbox that quite upset me. and with a broken heart I think I really really have to erase that comment. it's not that I can't take a critics or something, but the comment brought rich and poor issue, and I hate that! I really really hate that. stop it. it's not funny! and not giving your name or link is not cool either. if you have something to say to me, then say it, as long as you give me a chance to say something to you too. if you do so then I call it fair. If you have a right to say that I'm wrong, then so am I to you. do you get it?

After I read that comment, the first thing that I do is telling my sister. what should i do? do I have to stop blogging? I'll do it if I can make her/him happy. because even it's only a short comment, I would be lying if I said that it's not bugging me. after my sister read the comment she just laughing, and when she sees my unhappy look, she said "what? that's just a jealousy comment, it's a crap" but I protest her "it's not a crap, it's somebody opinion! neither he/she do it seriously or just for a joke, but the bottom line is my blog is hurting her/him. and I don't want that!" and at that moment my sister gave me the best words ever, and I'll remember it for the rest of my live. "do you know something cha, there's one thing in this world that is impossible to do, that, no matter how hard you were trying, no matter what you do. if you try this thing you'll ended failing over board over and over again. we maybe success in walking on the moon. but this simple thing... hmm... it's a hard one, no one knows how to do it . and that thing is cha if you trying on pleased everybody. we just can't pleased everybody, you might try but when you end up crying,don't tell I don't warn you" and I'm just standing still. and she continue saying that there even one quote who said "The one who pleased everybody died before they were born"

And at that that moment I realize what my daddy mean by saying "there's no such thing called perfect condition!" I might try to make 100 hundred people happy, but there were always one or two who isn't. so yeah all I can say now is, if I'm in someway hurting you, or make you unhappy, so sorry. but there's nothing I can do :) and after some thinking, I was realize...if you are not being nice to me, why should I being nice to you? after that my sister also told me, "next time when you were thinking on stop blogging, just because crappy thing. try this : read your blog, read all the sweet and nice comment and think again" well it works!!! I feel stupid for my stopping blog idea. :) thank you so much!

aaahhhh talking all the serious thing makes me hungry!!! hehehehe. lets get to the photos story! I take this photos quite sometimes ago, my sister took it for me :). she lifted one of her eyebrow when she saw what I wore, but after some explanation she got what I want. the whole idea is I am a shaman! or a healer from old age. actually I'm asking her to make some photoshop with it, but with all her new apartment thing it would be impossible. huuuuuh.

but I hope you all like this the way they are! I super love my peacook headpiece! isn't lovely? I mean super lovely!!! kisses to you all! ahh and hugss!!!

Actually all the necklaces and bangles are belong to my sister, I just borrow it, and asking where she got it. all but the two most lovely thing! the peacock headpiece and peacock necklace. I got it from nefertiti jewelz

I'm wearing :
peacock headpiece : nefertiti jewelz
black dress : VAVI
antique bell : little india
my peacock tatto : little india

weird devil ring thing : bought it in bandung

red bone necklace : from india
peacock necklace : nefertiti jewelz
black rose necklace : some boutique

red bangles : from India
ringing bells bangles : from india
gold stone bangles : metro dept. store
twin bee bangles : some boutique
black dot bangles : metro dept.store

black tights : zara for kids
plaid boots : bamboo

if your not live in Indonesia but fall in love with the peacock accesoris as much as I do, you can send nefertiti jewelz an email :) here's the adress : nefertitijewelz@yahoo.com :)

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follow me...

Some people sent me an email and asked do I have twitter ?, and some also questioning is that evita nuh in twitter really me. I was confused at first, but then after some explanation i knew now, that there were some fake twitterers out there.( but the idea of someone might pretend to be me is flattering and hillarious at the same time XD ) but to answer the question, yes that twitter named evita nuh is really me :) but I make it so long time ago, and tottaly forgot about it, so that the explanation to the question, why I never write anything in my twitter :) and now everybody seems tweet these days, so maybe I would give it a try. it sounds fun! and it is fun! and and and it so much easier to updating in twitter. so if you somehow miss me and want to know how I am, you can check my twitter, I might tweet there. but please bare with me, I'm a newbie! XD hmm.. whats the word? ohh yeaaahh.... follow me...

hihihi when I write that word "follow me" one song popped out in my mind, the song have a funny lyrics.

You don't know how you met me

You don't know why,

you can't turn around and say good-bye

All you know is when I'm with you I make you free

And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea

I'm singing....

Follow me Everything is alright

And if you want to leave

I can guarantee

You won't find nobody else like me

*song title : follow me by uncle cracker

my sister used to play that song, ( now I'm searching the cd like crazy ). oh well, I'm going to start searching again, so bye! kisses and hugs for you all!

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Shoes Yaaaayyy shoeees!

I've got a confession to make, I'm a .... I'm a.... ( gosh! this is hard...) I'm a.....I'm a SHOES FREAK! hahahha. but then again, I'm a girl! I have all the right in the world to falling in love with a shoes! hahahha. Yeah I'm collecting shoes, maybe other girls love to buying toys or something, but not me. I choose shoes rather than any toys. ( my daddy and sister used to say, Oh please be normal sometimes...hahahha) . ssst... I tell you why I keep collecting shoes, actually I'm in a journey to find my glass shoes, so when I found it, I can be a princess! but I think it's gonna be a looong looong journey. but lucky me, on my journey I keep finding many great shoes, and suddenly they become my kids. hahahha.

I think I have some shoes radar, my eyes can spot a great shoes from a mile! but my collection is nothing compare to my sisters collection. hope they taking care it nicely, so it can be mine oneday! hehehe. lucky for me , my sisters is kindda shoes freak too, one of my sister even said, that her shoes is like her love, even though is hurting and killing you so bad, but you keep coming back and try to pull it off, although you know it will hurt you even more. but that's just my sister, I'm tottaly different, I would't want to wear something that hurts!

so here is some my shoes, and yes, this is not all. I will continue posting my other shoes on my next post XD. hope you like it! :) okay let's start counting! ( this is gonna be a long post, the reason is I my heart is not strong enough. everytime I open my blog, my last post keep making my heart aching again and again. so I really need some distraction )

1. my black bootsie : zara

2. my red sneakers : zara

3. my pinkiesh rainbow : converse

4. my glad gladiator : zara

5. my red dancer : wondershoe

6. my black and white sneaker : gosh
( hehehe I know the condition is already bad, but I loove it! )

7. my red peter pan boots : zara

8. my blackish : dr.kong

9. my brownie boots : zara

10. my silver bow : wondershoe

11. my shock pink boots : gosh!

12. my blue polka : wondershoe

13 my whitey : vilavina

14. my silverish : oshkosh

Ps : and don't worry, I do pass my shoes that didn't feet me anymore to they who need it :)

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it's for you

I've been in a very upside down moment right now. I'm happy, there's so Many great things happen to me lately, but inside I cannot lie to myself that I'm in a great grief. I feel like something just ripped my heart and take it away. I feel like there's a big hole in my heart. I'm definitelly suffering form a loss of one of my hero. Yes I'm talking about the one and only Mr. Michael Jackson. I never ever knew that the lost of him would affect me so bad. He may not have his glory in my era. but my daddy and sister always been a big fans of him. sometimes my daddy still play his song, and tell story about how great he is ( I know that Ben song, is actually about a mice ). When we heard the news about his death I swear that I see tears in my father's eyes, and I'm suddenly break down and cry. and I never been a crying person. but he's so huge! and now he's gone.

I remember his first song that I heard is black or white, and me and my sister dancing like crazy over that song. and hearing ben always make me shiver . and I remember when I see him in television ( he was still alive at that time), and people keep making a joke of him, I asked my sister, "If he's a king of pop, why people treat him like that?" my sister said that's because he's not in the top anymore, that what people do to you, when your not in the top. well I remember my answer to my sister "that people must hear his song again, and think, are they can be that good? they are nothing compare to him. shame on them" he's Michael Jackson, and that person who talk bad about him, I don't even know his name. gosh, how people can be so mean.


He always always been my hero, his voice! his dance! this what I don't understand, people keep asking is it really me who make this blog? you're only ten it can't be you and bla bla bla, why is it so hard to believe, while Mr Michael Jackson can do soooooo sooooo big things, and he was five at that time!!!! I was nothing, absolutely nothing compare to him. I'm a dust now compare what he was doing at age of 5.

please do respect him. respect his talent. cause you never ever gonna find someone like him again. May he's soul rest in a very peacefull place, let him embrace our tears for him. this is tribute to my Michael Jackson, who always gonna lived forever in my heart, and I promise I will tell this story to my children someday. that at age 10 I was lossing one of my hero. and I will make them hear your song. and I believe they gonna have the same reaction as me when I heard your song for the first time. and it's "WOW"

it might be nothing, but it's for you
MJ

my hats off goes to you

one of my favorite line from his song is : "Dont tell me you agree with me, When I saw you kicking dirt in my eye"

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it's wonderfully wondershoe!!!!

Allohaaa everybody! ( I hope you guys not having a tooth ache caused by my last post ) XD hehehe. do you remember the contest that I won a couple weeks ago? Ohh yess I have my prize
( well prizessss actually :D ) in my hand since last week, but just got the chance to take the picture yesterday ( blame my ups and down moods ) ughhh just want to tell you guys that the picture is don't do any justice to the shoes, they more prettier in real life! I'm having a heart attack when the package is on my hand XD, my heart goes bum bum bum!. ( I even feel the bum bum bum now...)

Imagine this, a month ago I'm the girl who knows that she's gonna collect some more wondershoe shoes in a very minute her feet touch her first wondershoes. but she knows her daddy won't like the idea. I told you something, shoes and her, cannot be separated ; P and other than that, her wonderhoe must be feel lonely without her friends around, and as a good mommy ( yeahh all of her shoes is her kids) it would given her a bad name, if she don't try to cheer up her kid. hahaha. soooo to cut the story short. it's happy ending story. she's ( which is me ) now can hug her shoes! and dancing with them and her kids won't be lonely anymore. XD.

Ok I know, I have so many great shoes before, but this one ( ohh this five one) it's different, you can say. I actually earn it. without my daddy or my sisters money. and it feels absolutely wonderfull! :) ohhh what a happy me! but I'll share my happines! hope you like my photos :D

ahh for you guys who email me about the shoes, yes I know the website is undermaintenance but you can also check it in here it's a WONDERSHOE FACEBOOK, and for the website , I already ask it to wondershoe owner the sweet kak Natalia ( who's turn out to be my cousin friends! what a small world! ) :) she said that the website is gonna be open again at 15 july.can't wait? me toooo! XD

kisses and hugs!

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